i may be an insensetive friend, but sometimes i can also see without using my eyes.
everything i'm doing now, it's just like i'm walking right beside u. it's perfectly fine if u feel nothing. i'll only speak if u need me to, entertain if u want me to, slightly disappear if ur new pals come by. i can't stop or prevent u to choose another path, to walk with another person. because all that it matters is tt u'r happy. i know i'll still be tailing u no matter which way u go. cos i'm afraid that one day u might turn back and look for us; i'll be curious about how u'r doing. lik i said, i don't mind being there becos u just need someone to be there, literally. but when it comes to this, important thing, not just me, for all of us... why ain't u there to walk beside all of us?
i dun expect the same amount of effort. but when it comes to certain things, i have little little expectation for support. it's not for me but for them. if tonight is just another lame gathering, i don't blame anyone.
maybe i just couldn't accept the fact that we were replaced so quickly.
move on.