"Assumption.is not assumption.you freaking during that week went dinner with him.when I ask .you reject.don't tell me you have no feeling for him.you could describe him like some god.and you could never do the same to me .pls.history does repeat it self.that fucking malay guy.you can describe like he is some awesome shit.yet again not me.you're even afraid to tell your peers that i am your boyfriend.pls ask yourself did you ever done anything to make me happy.you never did.everyday I must worry if I make you angry.just because you're selfish.Friends.you want to be friends.treat me as a friend without expectation.pls.count yourself lucky.I'm not a guy who will slap you on the face for what you have done.maybe it's part of my fault.I will just blame myself for begin unlucky.you're a great disappointment that I will never forget.assumption turns into fact.ha.you really make me laugh.it is the fucking fact.I don't even have the time to make such assumption.I wish you have a awesome relationship with him.let him treat you like I never use to.and never step into my life again.thank you for reading!"
pleasure honey, i enjoyed reading it. i felt apologetic for a moment though.. but that moment is over.
u know, we can dun be frens. u just have to ask. now that i see u did, everything in here will be fullfiled. isnt this great? now u dun have to worry about if-u-will-make-me-angry anymore?? i feel happy for ur new life:) and thanks for the wishes, i will have an awesome relationship with kenglai. and yes, he alr DID treat me lik u nv use to. just that i didnt want to write it ALL out here to hurt ur pathetic heart made of glass, which by the way is alr shattered. he knows when to say and do the right things, unlike u. if he's feeling bad or unhappy about smt, he'll try to talk to me, unlike u, again. even if it makes me angry, he'll do and say the right things, unlike u, agian and agian. is that enough? do u need me to name out every single thing that he've done for me? or do u need examples? although currently i onli have 1 example which is how i tested my anger on him.. oh sorry, what im trying to say here is that he doesnt do things that makes me angry. did i mention that his sister's an aries? he know well more than u do. u onli have 4yrs w an aries, but he had 19yrs, do the math, see how much he'd surpass u.
just fyi, my poly frens know who u are. but what hav u done to make me "be proud of u?". the part whereby u can tolerate my temper is alr a bounes:) so, i oso didnt do anything for u to be proud of me right? take that as a
toche. great disappointment. am i? reali? ya man, u reali must remember me. im selfish, blah blah blah, everyone knows it. but too bad, my awesomeness covers all my flaws. and what? slap me? go ahead. u know how bitchy i am, i make the wrong right.
don't just twit it, write it on somewhere i can read it. lik, fb? or, meg? or, email? or..in my face?? cos i have to say, it's better to attack me in the face, dun let me find out u'r doing this behind my back, cos when i do, it's war. see, i post it on my blog cos i know u can read it. dun twit it, cos i cant read it. u'r reali one unlucky dude, i just happen to have a wide network, like always? and being bitchy, again, like always. to found this!:D
one last thing, u shld reali think about what awesome things u've done to me. and consider how u shld hav told me about ur unhappiness, not just hide it:)
mark my name, my face and all the bitchy things i've done to make u hate me so much somewhere in ur heart and brain. cos i can confidently tell u this, go and hate me lik a fucktard, from this moment on, or shld i say from the moment i read ur twit, all the great memories we had already vanished in my heart. after this post, im gonna delete via burn all the pics and throw away every single thing that u gave me.
u know i'm not kidding when i say this kind of things. and i never take back my words. but since we'r in the same clique, i wont make things obvious. u know how good i am in drama:) how stupid am i! to think of how me u sh and eq, the F4, can go timber to celebrate ur bday? i was planning for it. but now, no. and by the way, if u happen to not invite me for ur bday celebration, pls text me. i can fully comprehend.
after reading all these, u can stay away from my life too. make this ur last trip to my blog:)